Apparently I am 13 Again

To those who read my blog,

First off, if any of you did pray for me, thank you. I appreciate it. My neck feels a lot better now.

Now, onto some actual stuff. I like this girl. In fact, I am really attracted to her. The thing is, I don't know anything about her. I just know she is gorgeous, she goes to my school, and she has a good senes of humor.

Here's the main problem: when I am around her, I cannot speak. In fact, I turn into a 13 year old boy who is all shy and creepy. Yes, readers, I am really creepy around girls I like. I hate that I am, but I am.

Yesterday I had to bake cookies for someone whose cookies I ate and I decided to give a plate to this girl as a gift. She came right out and asked if there was anything else behind those cookies and I just rattled off some lame excuse that I was looking forward to getting to know her and her friends over the next few weeks. I just couldn't tell her that I am in fact attracted to her. Lame sauce.

anyways, that is my rant for the evening. I am sorry there is no spiritual aspect to it... though I did wish tonight that God did not make me a relational person.

- Joshua